The Ice Maestro speaks

My Dear Sister

2009-07-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

Life is Precious,
Life is Fragile,
Life is Pure,
Life is Tainted,
Life is Happy,
Life is Sad,
Life is Joyful,
Life is full of Despair,
Life is Unexpected.

She was my friend,
But,
She became my sister.
She was there for me,
And even when times were rough,
She was always around for me.
Even though i couldnt be there for her all the time,
She still was for me.
I talk of trying to protect the people i care about,
My Friends,My Family,My Sister,
But,
When I was in the crux of it,
I was so useless.
I can only now pray that you'll forgive me for my tardiness.
I can only now pray that even as you pass on,
you'll be happy.
I always thought I would look after you,
But it now seems that you are the one watching over me.
Mei, your Gor is really useless,
I'm sorry for that.
But no matter what else happens,
Or how things turn out,
Gor will always love you Mei.
Rest in Peace.

My Sister came into this world August 14th 1991
But she will Never leave our hearts.

Epiphany

2009-07-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

For the upteenth time in my life,I've been so stupid and cruel.
So immature and so heartless.
As I got through today, I've been thinking and really
I'm that dumbarse that's doing wrong all the time.
I cant help but sincierly apologise for all the people i've hurt and ask for forgiveness.
I need help and i'm counting on my friends to help me.
I thank you Nazrul for opening my eyes to see the harm i've caused,
not to one but to many around me.
I just want to be me again, and I just want my friends back,
but if its too late then I understand,
I've really been such an idiot.
I should have cared about others' feelings more,
Now is not the time for regrets
But I really hope that I can be
a better son;
a better friend;
a better student;
a better person;
For the first time in my life, I felt this epiphany
My journey of self realisation has only just begun while others are at its end
I really hope that I can catch up.
Please, to anyone I've hurt,
Please forgive me.

-Jesus, take the wheel-

WYCF!

2008-12-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

Firstly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE and BRENDAN!!
SWEET 17 already ah Claire=)
Brendan 19 so old already lao ah pek
LOL
OMG!!
Today was so fun and hectic at the same time!
Went for WYCF at 8 in the morning
1 hour early!
Aiyo!
Anyway made new friends and all,had fun singing!
Later on went to adam food centre for dinner but it was closed-.-
WAH!FELT DAMN PAI SEI LEH!
Some of us left after dat lor=(
The remainder went to mokumoku to eat!
Ambience and quality of food,NOT BAD AT ALL!=)
AFter dat went home...
but before i went off to dhoby to change train,
SL,cass and ah gong were discussing about 10 reasons y u like someone..
Well,this gave me much to ponder on,
Throughout my ride home i pondered and pondered,
In my point of view,if your special person were to ask u this or even ask me,
My reply would be this:
(Its up to you to agree or disagree with my view)

10 Reasons why you like someone

1)Because I simply like him/her
2)Because She's pretty/He's handsome
3)Because I feel that I can make him/her feel whole
4)Because I think that She/he makes me feel whole
5)Because we share the same likes/dislikes
6)Because we are fated to be with each other
7)Because we can click well with each other
8)Because I need him/her
9)Because I like the way he/she smiles

And the most important reason of all

10)Because almost all the previous reasons were just utter nonsense.
As an analogy:The only person who can know and understand person ABC,
is none other than person ABC him/herself.
Before one can attempt to understand their special one,
They must first understand that they cannot fully understand.
Us humans are God's creation of change.
We can only try learn as much as possible about that person
And our reasons for liking someone will differ from time to time.
That is why,at any given moment,
it is impossible to tell someone the reasons why you like them.
It is only when you are already together and letting both your feelings take hold,
that you can only know youself why u like that person.
Anyone who is able to tell you why he/she likes you is only trying to suck up...
no offense

Thats the end.
HAHA!!
sorry if i too luo suo(long winded)
My naivety took te better of me!
X)
Anyway will post more next time

Ciao!

Pokemon fever!

2008-11-19T23:17:00.001+08:00

FRIGGIN A's

2008-11-12T20:40:00.002+08:00

To all my j2 Friends
I know it might be a little late but GOOD LUCK for A's ok=)
Things might be tuff now but dun gif up and
KEEP MOVING FORWARD=)
WHEE!!!!
X)

Why do things have to be like this?

2008-11-11T22:36:00.004+08:00

I'm so sorry on coming back with a depressing mood but alot of things have been happening so far.
Both good and bad.
But of course the worst news first!
My dad was caught drink driving the other day,but he was still feeling sober.
Of course the police wouldn't give a crap about wheter he was sober or not,
as long as u fail the stupid breathalyzer test,you'll get hauled up.
He got hauled up.
Now tomorrow he'll be attending court determining his sentence,
and there's a chance he might have to go to jail.
Why do bad things happen to good people?
He's the closest family I have left besides my grandparents and my aunty, and this has to happen.
I just don't know why this has to happen
Yeah he did wrong in drink driving and all but he didn't KILL anyone??
Punish him by all means!
Give him a fine or revoke his licence.
But they don't have to send him to Jail!?
Why is there even a possibility of Jail??
ARGGGHHHHHH
Ok,on to some encouraging words to my friends
To ZESTT!!
Congrats on promoting=)
Remember to take a break but not too long during Hols ok=)
next year is going to be much tougher so you all have to study during the Hols too!
GAMBATE=)
Lets get our A's for "A"s next year!!!=)
Suwei and Cliff...
I know you 2 have worked hard for the promos too ok
although things didnt turn out as expected
dun be too hard on yourselves k?
Take that well deserved break too but remeber to study too.
everything will turn out fine=)
Richard
U always seem like u dun study and jus play and all,
but I know u have studied for your promos too.
Jus take next year as a time to brush up on basics ok
Dun hesitate to ask any of us to help U=)
We'll be there=)
ZEST!!
I don't know if we are gonna be in the same class next year or I''m gonna be your CM next year but I just wanna say, It's been a pleasure to have worked with U guys=) GOD BLESS u guys!
WE ALL LOVE ZESTT!! X)
To my choir friends,
Nows the time to be jolly cos we're gonna be carolling!And have fun too!
BUT DUN FORGET TO STUDY FOR NEX YEAR TOO!
Claire and Jerlynn
although u'll not be in the same graduating batch as the rest of us,
dun be sad ok.
Just take next year as strengthening your stepping stone k=)
GOD BLESS!
To my OBS dodos,WeiChun,Medaline,Wenyan,Huiyu,Chris,Sihui,Ruiqi,Farid,Sam,John and Bryan, congrats on promoting too...
Danhabalan outing soon!!!
To all my friends
Though things may not go as planned
Dont EVER give up hope and dont EVER forget that u have friends all around U
My heart sank when I saw friends crying and looking emo after exam results came out.
Dun forget that you'll not know the true outcome until the end of it all.
Just forget the past,keep moving forward and dun falter.
Remember that whatever dosen't kill u only makes u stronger.
SO GAMBATE X)

Back with a bang!

2008-11-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, jus got a new skin so ill try to blog more tomorrow k?
Still trying to get used to it -.-

OXYGEN!!!(O2)-LOL-

2008-02-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since ive blogged ppl!!
and here i am!
But b4 anything,
08S12....Im gonna miss u guys,
you've been one of the three best classes ive ever been in
4C2 07S12 and 08S12!!
LOve u guys
X)
OG24 ROX MY SOX!!!WOHOOX)
A Special thanks to Jian lin and Preethi who helped me manage OG24 during O2(oxygen)
(I noe i and be quite a klutz sometimes)
and not to forget the whole SIGMA CREW-
Annabel,Pei Wen,Ruo Xuan,Lina,Hanisa,Amantha,Wen Yan,Qiu Yan,Pamela,Nazri,Hafiz,Jian Lin,Preethi,Yang Yi and most importantly our CM and ACM DARRENENENENENENENENENEN AND SHUYIYIYIYIYIYIYIYIYI!X)
O2 wouldnt have been a success without u guys!
Hope to have more experiences like that in the future!!
X)
Well back to skool tomorrow
Studies start
CHOIR starts
NEW FRIENDS MADE
i'll be looking forward to the year ahead!
X)

OUTKAST-HEYA

Hurt Hurts!

2008-01-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hi!
I know i havent been blogging for quite awhile.
SO!!!
haha here i am!!
first and foremost,
07S12 And 08S12 ROX!!!X)
Made many new great friends,
and still keeping in touch withe the old!
Things seem a bit better now that im repeating J1
At least i can score for this year..haha
the As worry me though
will i be able to make it?
But something else is troubling
that i cant seem to get my mind off
why?
am i destined to be like this forever
it still hurts me
how bad onli GOD knows
but i will do whats right
even if it means sacrificing the things that i hold dearest.
hey,i guess its all GOD's plan.
but somehow i feel the hurt will stay in for a long long time.

-Symphonies of sorrow-

Tonight i wanna cry

MUSICALE!!!

2007-10-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!!!

I'm BACK!!

HAvent been blogging for a long time yaeh!!

Did U all miss me???

AWW!!!

haha

anyways

PROMO was a KILLER!!!!!!

I think everything gonna fail la...

='(

anyways...

i hope i at least retain

i dun wanna miss all my frens

WAAAAHH!!

X'(

If i do get to...

THERE'LL BE A CHOIR MUSICAL NEXT YEAR!!

Wohoo!!!

I cant tell you all much but what i noe is dat itll be

FUN!!!

Wohoo...

HAHAX

and

Beilin sorry for the late post...

Gomenasai

haha

until next time

May the force be with U

The 38

Promo fever

2007-09-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

HIIIII!!!

I'm Back

for awhile...

due to the requests of my frens to update

[yes Russell, yes Rachel]

hahaha

I WILL UPDATE..

{shuffle shuffle,cobwebs are gone}

Things the past few months havent been going as planned.

Mid years got all 4 U

and basically i need an A for all my subs to

PASS!!!!!

SO STRESSS!!!!!

BUT

at least i haf the support of my frens

not too long ago i went to

AZU's FAReWELL PARTEE!!

at palawan beach

was so fun

met so mani new frens dat day

Hazel,Rachel and a few others which i totally 4got their names

SORRY

KOMENESAI!!!

anyway

thanks guys for making my birthday the happiest in all my 17 years on this earth

seriously man

this year was extremely memorable and

hmm i gotta find a way to pay u all back...

LETS ALL GO TO THE BEACH AGAIN AFTER PROMOS K?

{sigh}

Promos are in jus 10 days and i dun feel ready for it.

I dun wanna leave the college or even retain

sobs='(

dats y im tryin my best rite now..

but that dosent seem to be helping...

howhowhowhowhowhowhow

oh well

time to get back to studyin.

till next time....

SAYOSONATA

wait or is it

Carbonara

arrg oh i remember now

SAYONARA...

A few days to deleria!!

2007-06-12T18:00:00.001+08:00

It's been a loooong time since ive blogged so

HI!!!

CHOIR CHALET!!!

WAS SO FUN!!!

dunno y almost half the choir din go

HMPH!

Sigh...we'll miss all the seniors,

a moment of silence and dedication for them pls..

OK done!!

haha!

WELL SENIORS WE'LL MISS U

GOOD LUCK FOR 'A's!!

hmm...looking forward to another

CHALET!!!

but first things first

MYE!!!!!!!!!!

ITS GONNA BE A KILLER!!!

realli gonna PIA dis whole week man

dunno wether can make it

HAIX!!

STRESS!!!

But anyway

theres a surprise treat after that..hee hee

nope im not tellin so jus watch out for it!

-WHEE!!CRAZY!!-

Sukiyaki

Macs Macs and more Macs

2007-05-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!

I feel as if i gained a few pounds todae!!!

First went to Macs near my skool

and met Bei Lin, Qin Lei and Carina there!!

waiting for NAT!!!!!

After dat ate a Big breakfast and then egg macmuffin with 1 extra hashbrown!!!

And for lunch I had a Shrek Tereyaki meal with the Ears!!!

After dat went for Choir!!

We received a new song todae

MAGNIFICAT!!!

Which is so dang bloody high 4 Basses la!!

and

I'm Bass SL!!!!

Congrats to Hui Ting for bein Pres

Kuan yee for bein VPres

Gladys,Shi Jun,Mindy,Wan Sheng and a few others which i 4got makin it to the EX-CO

Congrats

In order of SATB,the Music comm

Sharmaine and Enoch leading

Carol and Bei Lin-Sop SLs

Connie-Alto SL

Benard-Tenor SL

And lastly me-Bass SL

And to all the Choir Members

Lets make our whole choir experience a memorable one!!

Signing off

-Songs and Melodies-

=)

2007-05-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Im now just relieved and happy!!

The Syf of hope

2007-05-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

Yea we had SYF yesterday!!

And we got a Silver

All PJ choir people

GOOD WORK!!!!!

finally we're free from the du lu du lus and da la da las

AND

im sick again.....

been coughing non stop for dunno how mani hours la

haix

and todae chem spa

can implement cannot calculate

ARRRGGHHH!!!!!

Some how

I jus feel somewhat happy and sad

haix...

-Tong Hua-

My life is full of surprises

Revitalised

2007-04-28T16:52:00.001+08:00

WAHH!!!

I neva realli expected jc life to be dis hard le

mid-year tests on 18 june...

OMG!!!!

well there are its good points

Choir for one

Although it has been quite hectic

it can be quite fun

SYF coming le

Must get Gold with Honours!!!

or even Platinum

HAHA!!!!

-A second chance-

Sorrow and sadness

2007-04-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

To you

you know who im talking about

im sorry

pls forgive me

if you are reading this

i think u know who u are

so please

at least remain as frens

Need Sleepzzzzzzzzz

2007-04-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wah SYF jus a few days away!!!

Gotta prepare hard ok everyone...

GAMBATE!!!

Wah last few nights cannot sleep ah

come back alread 12 something 1

then still haf to do homework

waaaa!!!

dun noe y cannot seem to sleep

then haf tendency to sleep during lectures too

HAHA!!!

Oh well,

arrg...

good nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

-Colours of Passion-

-Red and Blue-

Kokoro

2007-04-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Yes SYF is coming

And i predict

Gold Honours

Yea man

OMG!!!

Guess wat

I saw Ms Ong@ Shang-grila

HAHA!!!

yea man

haix

now veri tired

jus came back from science tuition

so good nite my frens

-Your heart will lead u home-

-Eyes on Me-

VIVA VIVACIOUS!!!

2007-04-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

WOHOO!!!!

Today was Great

Concert was a success

everyone was happy

VIVA VIVACIOUS!!!!

Especially all the soloists

And not to mention the gals and guys backin them up too

GOOD WORK!!!!

La De Da De Da

2007-04-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Haix

Math test todae veri hard ah

think gonna flunk

ARGGG!!!!

But neva mind..spent afternoon playin the Piano

Chatting with frens

Studyin

Calmed me down a bit

Then it was Choir!!!

very fun very fun...haha

Now im the Seaweed Man

HAHA!!!

Oh well

off to do homework now

Jus came back u noe!!

-KASAR????!-

-My Tsubasa-

Twas On a certain weekend

2007-04-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Countdown

3 days to

VIVA VIVACIOUS!!!!

Can't wait

WOHOO!!!

Todae we got off classes a bit early

so that we could practice for sat

and i got my suit

BWAHAHAHA!!!!!!

den hor

todae still got to finish PI and econs reflections

and

also got lit and study 4 maths test tomorrow

AHHHH!!!!!

oh well

JC must study alread

ARRRGGHH!!!

Good Night my audience

-clap clap clap clap-

-Your Friendly Seaweed Supplier-

Sonnets and Poetry

2007-04-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!OMG!!!!!

My lit test got 6/15

!#($U)@&(*%^(#(@)$@!#(

ARRRR!!!!

wa lau eh todae was damn hectic...

Ending period was lyk 5.30pm

AND IT WAS MATHS!!!!!

lucky my teach din come

HAHAX)

Was so looking forward to choir

until....

We all had probs man and Ms Ong Wasnt too happy

but neva mind we work hard

AND

THIS SAT IS THE DAY

VIVA VIVACIOUS!!!

VIVA VIVA WHEE!!!

o wells

study 4 math test on thurs

haix....

So blog Next time

dun 4get to tag and link me

-Dum Dum Dum Dum Dum-

-IF-

At The Beginning...Again

2007-04-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

ARGGGGGHHH!!!!
STUPID CHEM TEST!!!!

ARRGG Im gonna dieee!!

So dang bloody hard la!!

Lyk i onli noe 1%

HAHAX)

oh well,

I definetly need help man

haha

looking forward to Concert this sat man

And SYF too

then todae kuan yee send me lugia theme from pokemon

tks kuan yee:)

wah i hear already damn touchin

almost cry

haha

dun call me a crybaby hor

i veri emo one..

hahas

well damn tired alread

Blog next time

NITEZZZZZZzzzzz

-Love is a river I wanna keep flowing-

My Heart goes stronger with each passing day

Flash And Rain

2007-04-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

ARGGG!!!!!!!!!

Damn tired after a whole day's work...

Woke up at 7.45am today...since then all work

even my hands are aching..owowowowow!!!!

Brain is malfunctioning

exploding in

ALHDOHWOHOHCNXLAHOEOIULFNSL!!!!

AHH much better...

haha...

looking forward to Choir tomorrow...

not the chem test=(

So for Viva Vivacious anyone wanna go tell me asap

see the fruit of our labour...

ARGGGG!!!!!

OOO...PIZZA'S HERE

SO HUNGRY LYK A ZOMBIE..

ORRREEEEE!!!

ME SEE U NEXT TIME

NITE!!!

Absence makes the heart grow fonder,but the heart soon forgets what the eye sees....

2007-04-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!

HECTIC YET FUFILLING!!!!!!!!!!!

My Caramel Popcorn!!!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!

Choir was fun......Val and jo singing IF...how touching

HAHAX

Haix if onli...if onli

wa lau...missed chem remed la...got test on mon...die le

then got alot of hmewrk neva do yet due on mon

ARGGHHHH!!

My life is full of homework and stuff

i feel i needa break and not to mention my sweet Caramel popcorn

YUMMMM X)

Anywayz i jus watched happy feet...damn touching la...almost cried

but true love still prevailed..X)

oh well...anywayz gotta sleep alread

got alotta hmewrk ta do tomorrow

GOOD NITEZ

And especially to u My caramel popcorn

-Jing a Ling Jing a Ling-

Mine Happy Days

Razzle My Dazzle

2007-04-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hi world,Its my first time posting todae and well im kinda not used to it.

But well just to tell ya all someting bout me-

26 Aug 90 dats my Bday

I lyk to make frens

play piano and listen to music

Dats something abt me so hope i can blog more stuff next time

if my frens see dis rate my first blog pls....haha