Life is Precious,
Life is Fragile,
Life is Pure,
Life is Tainted,
Life is Happy,
Life is Sad,
Life is Joyful,
Life is full of Despair,
Life is Unexpected.

She was my friend,
But,
She became my sister.
She was there for me,
And even when times were rough,
She was always around for me.
Even though i couldnt be there for her all the time,
She still was for me.
I talk of trying to protect the people i care about,
My Friends,My Family,My Sister,
But,
When I was in the crux of it,
I was so useless.
I can only now pray that you'll forgive me for my tardiness.
I can only now pray that even as you pass on,
you'll be happy.
I always thought I would look after you,
But it now seems that you are the one watching over me.
Mei, your Gor is really useless,
I'm sorry for that.
But no matter what else happens,
Or how things turn out,
Gor will always love you Mei.
Rest in Peace.

My Sister came into this world August 14th 1991
But she will Never leave our hearts.

For the upteenth time in my life,I've been so stupid and cruel.
So immature and so heartless.
As I got through today, I've been thinking and really
I'm that dumbarse that's doing wrong all the time.
I cant help but sincierly apologise for all the people i've hurt and ask for forgiveness.
I need help and i'm counting on my friends to help me.
I thank you Nazrul for opening my eyes to see the harm i've caused,
not to one but to many around me.
I just want to be me again, and I just want my friends back,
but if its too late then I understand,
I've really been such an idiot.
I should have cared about others' feelings more,
Now is not the time for regrets
But I really hope that I can be
a better son;
a better friend;
a better student;
a better person;
For the first time in my life, I felt this epiphany
My journey of self realisation has only just begun while others are at its end
I really hope that I can catch up.
Please, to anyone I've hurt,
Please forgive me.

Firstly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE and BRENDAN!!
SWEET 17 already ah Claire=)
Brendan 19 so old already lao ah pek
LOL
OMG!!
Today was so fun and hectic at the same time!
Went for WYCF at 8 in the morning
1 hour early!
Aiyo!
Anyway made new friends and all,had fun singing!
Later on went to adam food centre for dinner but it was closed-.-
WAH!FELT DAMN PAI SEI LEH!
Some of us left after dat lor=(
The remainder went to mokumoku to eat!
Ambience and quality of food,NOT BAD AT ALL!=)
AFter dat went home...
but before i went off to dhoby to change train,
SL,cass and ah gong were discussing about 10 reasons y u like someone..
Well,this gave me much to ponder on,
Throughout my ride home i pondered and pondered,
In my point of view,if your special person were to ask u this or even ask me,
My reply would be this:
(Its up to you to agree or disagree with my view)

10 Reasons why you like someone

1)Because I simply like him/her
2)Because She's pretty/He's handsome
3)Because I feel that I can make him/her feel whole
4)Because I think that She/he makes me feel whole
5)Because we share the same likes/dislikes
6)Because we are fated to be with each other
7)Because we can click well with each other
8)Because I need him/her
9)Because I like the way he/she smiles

And the most important reason of all

10)Because almost all the previous reasons were just utter nonsense.
As an analogy:The only person who can know and understand person ABC,
is none other than person ABC him/herself.
Before one can attempt to understand their special one,
They must first understand that they cannot fully understand.
Us humans are God's creation of change.
We can only try learn as much as possible about that person
And our reasons for liking someone will differ from time to time.
That is why,at any given moment,
it is impossible to tell someone the reasons why you like them.
It is only when you are already together and letting both your feelings take hold,
that you can only know youself why u like that person.
Anyone who is able to tell you why he/she likes you is only trying to suck up...
no offense

Thats the end.
HAHA!!
sorry if i too luo suo(long winded)
My naivety took te better of me!
X)
Anyway will post more next time

Ciao!