For the upteenth time in my life,I've been so stupid and cruel.
So immature and so heartless.
As I got through today, I've been thinking and really
I'm that dumbarse that's doing wrong all the time.
I cant help but sincierly apologise for all the people i've hurt and ask for forgiveness.
I need help and i'm counting on my friends to help me.
I thank you Nazrul for opening my eyes to see the harm i've caused,
not to one but to many around me.
I just want to be me again, and I just want my friends back,
but if its too late then I understand,
I've really been such an idiot.
I should have cared about others' feelings more,
Now is not the time for regrets
But I really hope that I can be
a better son;
a better friend;
a better student;
a better person;
For the first time in my life, I felt this epiphany
My journey of self realisation has only just begun while others are at its end
I really hope that I can catch up.
Please, to anyone I've hurt,
Please forgive me.